My at my friend from highschool who came to visit me fell on my badside and ran to the safe haven of the NYC jam community. We learned a good lesson. Not sure what it is but it has something to do with, surrendering to the flow. Phish shows are truly introspective learning experiences, Trey's journey and challenges mirror our own, and we are all evolving. This can be painful and I'm not sure if it's a good thing to "evolve" too fast. Cavemen had much less problems. If evolution of consciousness means the line for the guys bathroom is 3 times as long as the woman's, (at Steve Kimmock BB Kings afterward.) I question whats going on. Just an indication of the beta male qualities of indigo's/Phans kids.
I was questioning how to make the most of a job that is making me emotionally and physically sick (rush hour included) and how to make the most of it and stay healthy. How I myself can tap into the healer within which is all our ultimate potential. The answer came that I would develop yoga for programmers and people who are on the computer all day, this came at a perfect time were my awesome boss had to resort to taking codeine for back problems caused by his computer related job. All this inspiration came while I was completely sober too, it is just the energy of the people around you that can have you thinking in these higher minded way.